Even though I haven’t been posting,
(My site hasn’t even been up.)
I have been writing them –
Just not typing them up.
I have pages of posts waiting for me.
So many I’m overwhelmed.
I created a mess.
A huge to-do that stresses me out.
But today I decided to free myself
By forgetting about them.
Getting so backed up overwhelmed me.
It made me want to cover my eyes –
Which is why I’ve been negligent when it comes to this site.
I kept telling myself that once I got all the posts up,
I’d be ready to go.
Now, I realize…
Ill never be ready.
I just have to start,
Wherever I am
Accepting that although it may not be exactly where (or what) I want,
The future begins right where I am.