I get ready for bed earlier & earlier every day.
I don’t go to bed. I just prepare.
I finish up my “daytime activities.” Do my “nighttime prep”… Then, wait until it’s time to go to bed.
At first, it began with 30 minutes – 30 minutes early. Next… An hour. Today… Three hours in advance.
I don’t know where this new compulsion comes from. (Since it does no harm, I simply wait for it to pass.)
A lot of strange things have come over me in the past couple of months.
I’ve switched to a more liquid diet (smoothies & green juice – thankfully, not alcohol.)
Other than my normal errands & appointments, I’ve lost any desire to leave the house.
I lose time staring out the windows watching the birds.
I sit in silence with my eyes closed.
There’s a whole list of new (many inconsequential) things… None of which I know what means. Only that something (yet undefined) internal and external is changing.