The weekend proved long. (And, as exhausting as I expected.)
The idea behind the two intensive days… To create a long term vision. A 20 year plan.
Something years ago I would have jumped at the chance to do.
Now… Not so much.
I’ve given up all desire to try to direct life. I’ve chosen an easier, more fluid approach –
Being open to what opportunities flow.
I know what I want (in general terms). And, what I don’t. But…
There are too many unknown, unexpected variables – all impossible to account for.
Things unthought of (both good & bad).
Possibilities many of which never existed in my head.
Setting my sights on something focuses me.
It blinds me too. To the beauty, opportunity or directions I’d otherwise see.
I close. Instead of open my mind.
And, in doing so…
Contract – when what I want is to expand.