I feel antsy. Unsettled. Something within propels me to move. While whispers tickle me, telling me to stay still.
I need stillness today. A calm before a weekend storm. I have two more days of workshops. More “designing” my life to be done.
I’ll leave early each morning. Be home just in time for bed. Wake up Monday exhausted, drained and brain dead – needing one (or two) days rest.
The curious part…
I go because I committed. Also, because I volunteered to help. But…
I’m at a point where I don’t want to design a blueprint. I want to let life unfold. Following each brush stroke wherever it chooses to go.
Mapping out uncharted territory helps me not.
I need only the courage to take one step forward at a time.
To trust my footing will keep me upright.
To believe that whatever may come, I’ll be alright.