A while ago,
I decided to divide my life
Into different blogs,

Each representing a different
Side of myself.

All are interconnected –
Yet, also separate.

Almost like different people
Living within me.

Each is written in a different style.
Each with different topics.

But all are about improving
Some aspect of myself or my life.

This blog represents the area
That I struggle with the most –

My daily life.

I spend most days stressed & overwhelmed.

Some might say…
A byproduct of modern life.

Except that I refuse to believe that.

I think it’s something within me.
Something in my environment.

Something that I can improve.
Something I can change.

And, each day,
I ask myself…

What is it I need to do differently?

What should I keep the same?

I’ve had a lot of time to think
Since I’ve taken a break.

I have a lot to do.
Much I need to change.

I’m going to start to switching things up,
Which may take a little time.

I need a way to accurately
Categorize & track certain aspects
Of my daily life.

In addition,
I plan to look at where I’m weakest.

What changes or improvements
Would create the largest impact
On how I feel or function
Day to day?

This is a project
Which feels fundamental to my life

Because it determines the quality
Of my emotions, experiences & thoughts.

I plan to start Monday
With a new program in place

Because I don’t want this
(How things are now)
To be the way
I spend the rest of my days.

Learning obsessed. Growth focused. Wisdom seeking. Recovering perfectionist. In eternal struggle to tame obsessive compulsive tendencies.

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