I wake this morning feeling fine.
Within minutes of getting up, a growing anxiety & overwhelm build in my body. Consuming my mind.
I look around at all I have to do. All that has been left undone. Lists ...
24 hours after my last post, I became ill.
Fatigue hit. Aches. My skin tender to the touch. Chills.
In bed (or, more accurately... on the floor) with a high fever, I stayed. For days. Falling in & out of ...
I've been away.
I'm in an unexpected flux.
Unsure where I will land.
Whether I'll continue to go up.
Tumble back down.
With nothing else to do,
I live a life dependent on schedules & daily maintenance.
When on schedule & adequate maintenance performed (at appropriate times), life runs like a well oiled machine.
Things are good. Things are under...
The weekend proved long. (And, as exhausting as I expected.)
The idea behind the two intensive days... To create a long term vision. A 20 year plan.
Something years ago I would have jumped at the chance to...
I feel antsy. Unsettled. Something within propels me to move. While whispers tickle me, telling me to stay still.
I need stillness today. A calm before a weekend storm. I have two more days of workshops. More ...
I took some much needed time off to deal with emotions related to my father's death. He died a year ago Friday of last week.
As the day approached, I found myself falling into a deeper sadness. One I could n...
My brain has gone dark.
It began days ago. Only now do I feel it's full effect.
Thoughts don't come. I can't hold even the simplest thing in my head. I walk around with no intention, direction or purpose...
There are things about myself I simply don't understand.
For example... The more productive I try to be, the less productive I am.
If, on the other hand, I choose to be unproductive on any given day... I ...